The waiting is almost too much. Having no control over when this baby will arrive is hard - letting go and 'going with the flow' is not easy for me. I can be impatient. I am being impatient.
I need a sign that it will be soon. I know that it will have to be sometime in the next 2 or so weeks. But 2 weeks is a long time when you are overdue and overwrought. 2 weeks is a long time in a pregnancy, in politics and when waiting for a lover to come home. 2 weeks can be a long, long time.
I know that when the baby finally arrives, none of this will matter.